Friday, March 27, 2009

Argue again.

Arguements again...
Damn hate it...
Wat caused for arguements?

I went to school early in the morning...
Went back home around 6pm...
Cz meeting with our Pengetua,Mr Ling...
Damn tired dy...
Din sleep well for almost a week...

Tot of rest a while...
U called me suddenly...
Ask me:" you die til where?"
Lolz...
Made my mood getting bad...

Why our relationship getting worst?
Is tat cz of we together for 4 years?
Sometimes when we argue,
i can felt tat thr is no more strong feelings towards you...
Different like before...
WHY?

Dunno...

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Fake face.

Is there any appearance of true friends?
Wat is the meaning of "true" friends?
I dunno...[tell me if u know]

Stop show-off in front me!
Stop bla-ing in front me!

I HATE IT!

Huh!

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Hard-make-decision.

"Will you enter university?"
"Do you hope it?"
"No."
"Why?"
"Scare you will leave me."
"... ... ..."

Dear,now i'm given chance to further study...
I dun hope to waste the chance...
There only once n last chance for me in life...
Will you support me if i go?
Or will you just wana break up?

Is hard for me to make a decision.

Do you know...
Loving you is just like breathing,
how could i stop it?

love vs study = dunno!

I know you start to worry bout me...
Easily get mad at me...
When face to face with me,
you be so gentle to me...

Who can tell me how n wat to do?




Monday, March 09, 2009

坏心情.

拜六那天我们争吵了...
你连续对我说分手...要我离开你...
不知你是真心或故意...
撇开争吵的原因...
我选择离开...

在那之前,
我已经很烦恼...
爱情与面包...
该做何选择?
我不想放弃继续升学的机会...
更不想因此失去你...

我想鱼与熊掌兼得...
我知道 -不可能.

曾经问过你:
"如果我去读书,你因为孤单而爱上别人,
那我该怎么办?"
你说:
"那是你的选择,怨不得别人."

万箭刺入我脆弱的心... ='(

你又说:
"我整天都做工,休息天就在家打game...
基本上,没有什么可能...会因为孤单而爱
上别人应该是你吧?"
我回答说:
"我不知道...也许吧..."

明天就是答案公布的日子...
一切将会揭晓...

Sunday, March 08, 2009

抉择.

自那天去了education fair...
我发现了一个很有趣的课程...
Nautical studies (航海学)

没有人支持我去读...
都说航海不是我想象中的那样简单...
况且又是常年生活在船上...
更加不适合女生...
尤其是结婚后无法兼顾家庭...

我不确定自己是否真的有兴趣...
一旦我选择了航海学...
一切都会变得不一样了...
我将会失去我现在所拥有的一切...
花费在form6的时间更是白费了...

我应该好好冷静想想自己要的是什么...
而不是别人要我做什么!
我的前途让我自己决定,好吗?