Monday, July 27, 2009

无奈.

我还是很不习惯这里的生活......
什么事情都觉得很难很难...
甚至有时觉得自己被欺负...
"一粒米养百种人"说的很对...
在这里遇到各种各样的人...
总觉得自己很倒霉...
很常都要走路没巴士坐....
看着朋友一个个的先回家...
剩下自己,就觉得很难过...
你,是我最需要的人...
却在这时与我吵架...
大家都不愿意找对方...
就只因为我没在你身边而觉得自己很痛苦...
难道我就好过吗?
不痛苦吗?
难道上大学是一种错...?一种罪吗...?
我只是想试试看...
虽然我知道我做不来,但我还是想试试看...
可是我试的很辛苦...
我很累...
冲凉的时候,眼泪跟着洗澡水一起流下...
我分不清泪水与水...
只知道我已很努力在撑着...
真不知道自己到底是怎么了...

Sunday, July 05, 2009

My new life.

I had been to Sabah for one week...
Life in university is not as easy as i think...
I still not used to it...
Many things i nid to do by myself....
Especially i nid to wash my clothes myself...
Sometimes i reli miss my mom lo....
Wana to eat wat she always cook...
Anyway,i think life at home with family n life at university with roomates is definitely different...
My home always is the best...