Lotz of accidentally...

Hubby off again~
He bring me go eat satay...
Fulfilled his promise...

Today i accidentally found that......
a girl keep msg him...
[hubby's head outlet]
Those msg include:
# i finish work lo... now shopping...
# i reach sibu lo...
# mms wat she eat...
While hubby go down stairs eat,
I read the new receive msg secretly...
[he know]

From d msg,i accidentally found that...
Hubby n her ever went eat satay together...
I dun even know bout it...
[if dun wan let me knw,
plz hide it nicely]

Cos of sth...
Hubby suddenly told that...
he got bring that gal eat satay together with popular workers...
Just for socialize... Easy to appoint his work position...
I din say anything...
Just wan him put name on each contact hp number...
He say can be head outlet sure old than him...
So,impossible that gal like him...
[who knw?? Rite???]
Plus that gal get hubby num from notice board...
Will u suddenly wan get someone guy's number??
[I will,if i like him]

I cant understand wat the main purpose
she msg hubby...
If related with office job,i got nth to say...
Normally,will u msg other guys like that??
For me,i wont...unless i like him...

MICHAEL HEE...
No more second times you betray me...
If you did it, sorry to say....
Sayonara...
Hope you wont be a betrayal again...
I believe you as how you believe me...
So i din ask u many bout it...

STPM of Sejarah 2 & ekonomi 1

Yesterday i'm having two exam...
Sejarah 2,i feel is ok for me...
At least i able to ans 3 ques...
Just 1 ques only do half...
[nt enough time]

Ekonomi 1...
I damn nt enough time to finish it...
I waste many times on objective...
Esei pjg 2 ques just do half...
[i dunno how to do also]
Soalan kuantitatif...haiz~
Too rush for me to finish...
I think gt wrong gua...
WTF~

Why angels dun wan to share luck with me??
Why i always bad luck,especially when exam??
I facing with many problems when exam...
I keep lausai n vomit again...
Whole nite din sleep...
Felt sleepy when exam...
Felt wanna l&v too...
Tired also having 2 exam in a day...
Shit~!!!
Wat wrong with me??
&@#4@&*#$

Anyway,i can feel tat my STPM edy HANCUR!
Cant get in U anymore...
Cz i'm nt qualified...
Am i??
If nt,try explain...
WHY I KEEP FACING PROBLEM
WHILE EXAM......??????
I hope get in U......
Tats true...
PLZ GIF ME SOME LUCK!!!

STPM of Pengajian Perniagaan 1

Today, i'm having my exam again...
I set my target for PP1 is 60% and above...
Cz i study all the topics n sub-topics
tat teacher mention which are important...

My face changed after read the ques...
Soalan wajib for ques 2... [25m]
I dun even know how to ans it...
How come??
The ques is terrible...
I try found the ans inside textbook..
OMG~ the ans oni a little...

Wat to do???
Exam pass already...
Actually not only i cant ans the ques...
Most of my classmates also cant...
Even our Miss Pro PP1 [SIEW PING]
Now, just hope i can pass the PP1...

New hair-style

My new hair style...

Suitable ??

Hope so...

Dunno why i feel this pic, i look a bit leng...

Wakakaka~

A bit dun wan face ler...

^^

Stress @_@

Lotz of things played in my mind...
Either love n my STPM...
I'm stress ok...
I smile doesn't mean i happy...
I just dun wan u ppl worry me...
I dunno wat happened to me...

Shit~
Damn headache now...
Hope STPM pass ASAP...
I nid time to think bout our problem...
Huh~
Help me...
Give me a hand,please~

Unhappy...

Hubby off again...
A bit lazy went out...
[gt reason]


Angry him...
Cz he scold me yet i'm just kidding n bla...
I said nid pay me $ for use my home address...
I bla him bout forget my address...
Din talk with him whole noon...

He touch,kiss,hug me while i sleep...
[cz after i wake up,my anger will get lost]
I prepared something special...
He din noticed...
I angry again...
[ he dunno]
Haiz~


He promise bring me go eat ABC...
Feel happy oh...
He changed his mind...
Wanna eat satay...
Changed again...
Finally,we din go anywhere...
Bak home...


I felt unhappy n disappointed...
He promised me many times..
Broke promise again n again...
Haiz...

STPM of Sejarah 1

Today is the second days of my STPM...
For me,the history paper is damn difficult...
Maybe is i din do preparation well...
Maybe i din study in a correct ways...
I dunno...
When i received tat exam paper,
i get shock...
I cant answer even 1 question...
[all my classmates same too]
Wat we spot,no ones come out...
Wat to do???
I still nid to answer it...
Answer it with my history's knoweledge...
Wat i can said is "i edy tried my best"

The day before exam, i sick...
Fever... til very serious...
I feel headache n sleepy...
Damn uncomfortable!!!
Why i still nid study???
You know how suffer am i???
Study history and cried none stop...
Even my mom worry til wanna cry...
Keep massage my body...
Give me medicine eat...
Cz she scared i will failed my paper...
Anyway,i edy tried my best...
Hope will pass my history paper...

STPM of Pengajian Am2

Today is my first day of STPM...
My first paper is pengajian am2...
Thanks God~ ^^
I able finish do all the questions...
Touch oh... First time can finish this paper...
My graph correct too oh...
[ carta pai bertingkat]

Last night,i cant sleep well...
Maybe too nervous gua...
Dunno la...
Finally i get sick oh...
Having exam with sick body...
[Cough, flu, throat pain, bla3]
Nearly do my paper til fainted...
PLZ, all dieases stay away from me...
Let me having my exam with healthy body...

Tomolo is paper for sejarah 1...
[tamadun Islam & tamadun dunia]
No matter how i dun like it,i nid to study it...
Jia you jia you... ^^
Try to love it,so that the knowledge wont run away from me...

Baby's heart beating...

See wat is this??

baby oh~

Wow,i felt so touch while heard the baby's heart beating...

Nearly cry oh... Dunno why oh...

Although we wait for long hours at clinic,

its valuable...

Your mummy really worry bout you oh...

Luckily after checking,you are fine...

After back home,

i count when will the baby come to the world...

Hehe~

Maybe same month with me oh..

P/s: dun angry ya...i take it myself... ^^

bad mood...

Sien ~
Is tat i'm a perfectionist??
Why just small things u cant done it?
Msg me, tell me:
You eat edy...
You sleep edy...
You go work edy...
You bak home edy...
Is tat difficult??
Dun give me excuses tat u forget or very3 busy...
When free just msg me mar...
Or you really busy til cant touch ur hp??
Even no a second can rest a while??
I dun believe!!!
Leave it alone...
Guys all like that de...
I HATE GUYS!!!

Count down of STPM

STPM is getting nearest and nearest ...
I feel worry and scare...
I scare :
fail my pengajian am...
not enough time draw my graph...
dunno wat the ques asking for...
misunderstanding the ques...
cant get A for my history2...
cant write fast...
cant get in u...
this and that...
OMG~
Wat happened to me??
I feel like many things not yet well-prepared...
Even teacher msg me tell me to relax,
i feel stress too...
Who can help me??

unlucky day...

Haiz~
Hubby and I already din meet for 5 days...
Even seldom msg too...
Both of us very busy...

Anyway...
Hubby off yesterday oh... ^^
So we went out together... [happy ]
Finally can accompany me liaw~
But, yesterday really a bad day...
When we go out, already rain cats and dogs...
When i wan bak home,rainning heavily again...
Zzz~
Mom called.
Ask me to buy this and that...
[disturbing hor?]
No matter i wan or dun wan...
I need to buy...

The funny thing i did...
I get in wrong car after i bought things.
OMG!!!
Damn paiseh~
Many unknown passers-by laugh at me...
I dunno wan to show wat reaction...
Just stand under the rain like stupid...
Noob la~

miserable day!

Early in the morning,i rushed to toilet...
Keep vomiting... Make my throat very pain ler...
Nothing is vomit out but just yellow liquid...
I keep "lausai" too...
Apu~ i'm feeling suffer the misery of "L+V"...
Go to toilet none stop...
Really dunno wat caused me like that...

I went to school too...
I keep repeat the same thing in school...
Til my *** hole is pain...
Haiz~

I gastrik at nite too...
Haiyo,why i that out of luck de??
Pitty~
Feel wan go toilet again~
Zzz~

Count down of STPM [16 days]

STPM is getting nearest n nearest...
While i still unable focus on study...
I cant remain myself concerntrate 100%...

While i study history,i worry for pengajian am...
while i study economic,i worry for my pengajian perniagaan...
Aduh~
Wat happened to me??

Please always remember wat cikgu Liew c.c said...
Please always imagine the consequency of fail stpm...
If i success in stpm, mean i will going to have life like heaven...
[high salary, able buy car, this n tat]
If i fail in stpm, mean i will going to have life like hell...
[low salary,cant buy this n that]

p/s : remember stpm is easy...with the preparation u had done...
Gambateh ^^

Changed??

We quarrel ...
Just small matter...
[lazy to mention]
But....

I realised something...
No matter is his wrong or not,
He wont no reply me...
He will keep msg me...
He will call me...

He changed... [dunno good or not lo]
Before he wont act like tat...
Is tat cause i help him a lotz,
so he treat me tat good??
Make me a bit nt use it...

Stop criticizing!!!

Why you all like to critic my hubby??
Please stop it...
Dont judge the book by it's cover...
You keep on complaining bout it,
make me so stress...
make me tired...
You make me wanna run away from you...
Come on,nobody is perfect...

I know hubby is poor...
He wont forever no money...
Just, now is his critical time...
Everythings will pass soon...

He treat me well... More than you treat me...
Please,money is not everythings...
Although we nid money to buy everythings...
[but not include relationship]

I also dun like talk rude towards you...
Just i cant stand for you...
I hate ur loud voice, bli bla-ing...
Talk nicely...
Comunicate nicely...
Everythings would be going better...

Birthday celebration

Yesterday is Ong Hui's birthday...
She celebrate her birthday at "hai xiang" restaurant...
Siew Ping and i chose her present til 45 minutes...
She force to kiss with her boyfriend mouth with mouth...
They looks so sweet...
Her boyfriend treat her well...

I did many stupid things last nite...
Damn funny...
I ate till my rice "fly" to other body...
Ate my cake til dunno why the cream stick on my feet...
Many else lo...
Haiz.... Damn paiseh~

Anyway,i enjoy myself tat nite...
All of her friends so friendly...
Happy birthday, birthday gal~

*Hope my hubby will help me celebrate my birthday like tat oh...^^

I'm sick...

I'm feeling unwell for few days...
Flu, cough, fever, difficult to breath...
And also heart-sick...
[there something happened between my gang with me]

Wanna STPM liaw......
There still many things happened make me unable focus on my study...
I dunno wat happened with u all...
I just only can took it as challenge...
[ 意志坚定,才能不为环境左右,
目标远大,才能担负度众事业 ]

May God bless me...
Let me pass my STPM...
Let me get in univercity...
Let wat i learned,come out at exam...
I'm not noob kia as you people think...

Nearly car accident...

Just now bring my sis go out to buy her contact lenses...
While i driving,there got a stupid adult who no law...
He drove his car in de middle of road...
Even sometimes drove fast ,somestimes drove slow...
Nearly knock down my car...
WTF...
I "hon" him...
U know wat he do??
He slow down his car...
And show me his "jari tengah"...
Yet is his fault...
Such a crazy man...
Zzzzzzz......
If dunno how to drive, plz dun drive on the road...

I dun wan go to school,can I???

What is going on???
My gang changed into different altitude... [ i think so]
I talked with them,they just ans it...
No more than that...

One of them...
I found that the ans that she wrote on her paper was wrong...
So, i corrected her mistake...
You know wat she ans me???
" Just one mistake,why you wan bising-bising there?"
I told her nicely,wat i get from her finally??
This make me anger...
Why she wan scold me??
This hurt my heart...

One of them again...
Seldom talk to me...
Go toilet, go canteen buy food......
Wont ask me wan go or not...
Just go herself with the one above...
Leave me alone...

If i do sth make you ppl dun happy,
Plz just tell...
Dun act like this...
I hate it...
Cz influence my mood...
OK???